All is Well

Death is nothing at all.

I have only slipped away 

into the next room. 

I am I, and you are you. 

Whatever we were to each other, 

that we still are. 

Call me by my old familiar name, 

Speak to me in the easy way you always used. 

Put no difference in your tone, 

wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow. 

Laugh as we always laughed 

at the little jokes we shared together. 

Let my name be ever 

the household word it always was. 

Let it be spoken without effort, 

without a trace of a shadow on it. 

Life means all that it ever meant, 

It is the same as it ever was. 

There is unbroken continuity. 

Why should I be out of mind 

because I am out of sight? 

I am but waiting for you for an interval, 

somewhere very near, just around a corner. 

All is well.

Silence, Emptiness, & Confusion

....Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl...It feeds on loneliness and creates a void...Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture...A teenager is stricken and destroyed...





....There is no sound of laughter or happiness here...The little one has thrown in the towel today...Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul...It is futile to hope and dream and pray...




....Emptiness builds a home in this woman...In this girl, this child where hollows have bred...A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes...And eats away at every connecting thread...




....Confusion feeds like a savage inside her,Leaving nothing considered worthy remains...Destined to walk through life less ordinary...Alone, exiled, different and disdained...

Fifty Shades Freed

A month after the wedding proposal, Christian and Ana ties the knot in the Grey's residence and spend 3 weeks of honeymoon in Europe. The honeymoon is without ups and downs as Mr. and Mrs. Grey occasionally disagree and makeup given that they only know each other for a couple of months. All would have been perfect except for one unexpected occurrence in the Grey Enterprises Holdings, Inc building.Reality struck both Christian and Ana as they come home to Seattle from their honeymoon. They not only have to keep the fire burning between them. Likewise, they have to get back to their routine - go to work, meet up with family and friends, and mingle with associates & business partners. Furthermore, they have to deal with the dangers lurking behind.The unexpected pregnancy of Ana should have been the ice breaker from all that they have to cope with but it turns the other way around. Christian looses himself. He is frightened and angry all at the same time. Ana is left to nurture herself, endure Christian's resentment, and cling onto their relationship. An occurrence which endangered Ana's life urges Christian to take action. He lets go of his anger, embraced his fears, and accepted his wife's love as well as the people surrounding him - thus freeing him from all past experiences that have tainted and pained him.

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Fifty Shades Darker

Leaving Christian is by far the stupidest decision Ana has made. She is devastated, sad, lonely, and worst - broken. She has never felt like this before - not even the physical pain can match what she feels inside.Christian feels the same. It seems the sun has not set for the past few days. He does not understand his feelings for Ana. He may choose to forget her but then some powerful entity refuses to do so. In her absence, he comes up with a new proposition. The proposition is not something he has done before. He has been in control for the longest of time and thrusting himself to this kind of relationship will be new to him. But he is willing to do and try anything just to have Ana back in his life.The new arrangement is something that Christian and Ana is unfamiliar with but they strive to make it work. Being in a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship is a struggle for both of them as they have to embrace each others wants and needs. Additionally, they have to deal with Christian's unstable ex-submissive (Leila) and Ana's maniac boss (Jack) who both became threats to their security. Throughout this arrangement, Christian and Ana learn more of each other and eventually realize how much they LOVE one another. Ultimately, Christian asks Ana to marry him, which she consents to.

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